>>2670415Well, first of all, my genuine condolences for not having a solid father figure. That really does suck ass and is almost certainly a major factor in why you ended up the way you did. Be the man your piece of shit dad wasn't; that also means you need to tone it back on the mopey woe-is-me attitude. You type like an emotional woman and clearly don't wear the pants in your relationship (if the whole girlfriend scenario wasnt just bait). Tackle your aversion to physically uncomfortable activities and build as many useful life skills as you can. Unironically hit the gym. Good luck faggot, maybe you'll develop an appreciation for the natural world when you kick whatever weird developmental mind issues you have.