>>1403148well that would be the play, but even taking a plane, theres something saddening about being that far away. i have a very tight family and a young neice and nephew that i would miss very much. and my parents are getting older. the idea of being able to hop in my vehicle any time and drive there in just a few hours is reassuring.
at the same time, because of the nature of my work, it would be very easy to head back and stay indefinitely if need be. sorry for making a blogpost on here. i guess im just caught between being a young man and going on my adventure and leaving the people i love behind. i shoukd just bite the bullet and head /out/ for a year and see how things go.