>>2680409My lad, don't worry about all of these things, do and try them either way, and just live life. I hope you realize that most of life's "problems" are just in your mind, and fall back laugh at them, like buddha did when came to this realization. Here's some music while you ponder the absurdity of life's problems:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sh-eRXAIQyw