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Does mental shit count?
I have a shit-ton of mental illnesses. But that all wouldn´t matter, if I didn´t have Agroaphobia.
I literally can´t leave my home for a distance longer than 30 minutes, or else I get panic attacks, to the point of fainting and/or throwing up.
I can´t do shit. I have all this gear, even though it´s just milsurp, and I can´t put it to use because my faggot brain decides to become an absolute retard the second I step outside.
My entire life is a fucking prison. I want to get a motorcycle, travel the Balkans on it, camping in the wild...
Can´t do anything. I´m working on it though, if I feel up to the task.
I go on walks in the night sometimes, and I try to self medicate with a root-powder called Ashwaganda, and it really helps.
I hope someday I´ll get over this fucking shit. I really hate sitting at home my whole life.
