>>309784Yearly camping trip with friends.
Been getting closer to childhood friend. Just messing around a bit, some mutual groping the first and second nights.
Then on the third night, she's drunk and took friend's sleep medicine, literally on top of me grinding and wanting it.
Tell her not like this - she's too drunk/drugged up, and I have no condoms (hurr durr). She slowly starts to break down about always wanting to be with me and can't stand the thought of me being with someone else. I calm her down and hold her tight and we go to sleep.
Next morning, ask her to talk about previous night and that I would be totally up for going out with her. She then replies with "I don't have high self esteem and I want to fix it before another relationship." Despite best efforts of me to convince her otherwise, she was not having it.
Weeks pass, her responding to messages less and less. Lose most contact, find out she's dating some guy. That was 2 years ago, still kinda hurt by it. We aren't even really friends anymore.
I know I did the morally right thing, but god dammit regret is a bitch.
Hold me, /out/
