>>1014530>But then on the interwebs, all you cunts can go fuck yourself.Exactly why you use a trip right? lmao, jokes
Ive never done speed, or any opiates or disassociates. Ive got some fine boundaries on some substances, but things like MDMA, some Amphetamines, andspeed Im on the fence about. Definetely not searching them out right now, but maybe down the road...
Im still relatively new to all tis stuff. My first time on mushrooms, DMT, and Lsd were all this year. Im looking at Mescaline next. Im a landscaper, so not only will no one give a fuck about me bringing home cacti, but I'll get a discount, and I live in a weird canadian climate perfect for San Pedro. Also cultivating some cubensis at home.
>And idk if mine woulda been ego death either, but ever since then I'm definitely more quiet around people because I went into a bad little trip about how other people see me.I feel that, man. I always feel self conscious on lsd. Like people are watching me, and Ive got to keep my shit together or else Ill get laughed at. Those thoughts have been hard to escape sometimes, but I've never gone off the deep end with them. Realizing how silly that stuff is while Im sober, and reflecting on the trip, and why things went down and how they did, always helps me move myself forward. I'd still be an anxious mess, constantly battling depressive states without these thoughts