I hate my life. I am 25 y/o guy from Poland. I have done everything in life like my dad told me, it was
>get good grades son
>you have to become engineer like me son
>you have to graduate and work hard son
>your success is measured by the size of your car son
>get a gf son
I did it all. Now I have a fiancee, a car, a flat, a job and I hate it. I hate my job, I have no interest in it. I want to live off the land with a small field, chickens, goats and no dishwasher, but my gf tells me
>what would you do there?? Its hard in this economy you know

I want to go innawoods, but in here biggest forest we have is like 5 square miles. If I wanted to see a river that I could bath in, I'd have to drive for like 20 km.

I feel so disconnected from reality and busy with unimportant shit that sometimes I want to hang myself because of this madness. Or maybe I just watch too many Varg's and Survival Russia vids