Almost literally the only thing I enjoy in life is being outdoors. The only times I don't feel depressed are when I'm in nature. I've wanted to be a park ranger or conservation officer my whole life because of this. The issue is I'm terrible at science and maths and most jobs in this sector require a relevant degree which would be impossible for me. I don't care at all about money or material comforts as long as I have enough to survive off. Surely there are some careers in conservation or forestry which you can reach through learning a trade or practical qualifications. (I'm in the UK) I just want to spend the majority of my time alone in the wilderness, I'm sick of being a shut in doing dead end jobs I hate.