>>1244107>about to head to back to our upper middleclass home, the sun fell behind her perfectly in a vivid sky. she caught me staring smiled at me before walking to the car. After she got in the car i must have stood with my hands on the cart in the parking lot for a good two minutes just processing that tiny and insignificant moment. it gave me so much joy at such an unexpected time. >my friend will never get to experience that kind of joy because he cut his life shortAlso, because most of us have zero chance of experiencing upper middle class yuppie bliss. If your friend suffered from the kind of depression that led him to suicide out, as he did, odds are he was never going to live anything but a life of misery and poverty and shit, like those of us that do.
You're judging his life if all lives are just like your happy one, when you're one of the lucky few, and don't realize it because you only pay attention to the other lucky ones, and those above you. For the greater masses below you, life is shit, and the shorter it is, the less suffering, the better.
