>>1349770Ok ok I got you.
Look fuck that shit, you can probably think with a clear head what you want to do with a solid backpacking trip. Take anywhere from 2 weeks to 4 weeks and just backpack or car camp alone. Be safe obviously, do your research on what you'll need. But I guarantee on those days where you're out there hiking with your life on your back for a solid 8-10 hours only stopping to shit and rest, and finding the right spots to camp and look at views... You'll clear your mind and have some very critical thinking.
This is coming from a first hand experience. I spent about 2 weeks backpacking over 80 miles and things just became clear. I hiked up a lot of peaks, met some cool people, saw amazing views, and learned a lot about being self reliant. I don't mean to sound like a wanabee new age transcendental but it's sometimes what we all need.
