>>1361302>>1361515I had gone on that camping trip to kill myself, so I went to my favorite spot with a great view, dug myself about a 2 foot deep hole, laid down in it with a gun in my mouth for damn near an hour. Then all the sudden there was a breeze that somehow took all the negative out of me, and for once all I could think of were positive things. I honestly dont know what happened, but it completely 180'd me and my entire existence. So I got out of my hole, filled it in, then built an amazing firepit over it, and had a great camping trip. Since then ive felt like a million bucks. That was 2 years ago.
