I have inner monologues and contemplate things or I imagine a bunch of scenarios branching from things that I've done/might do/will do/could do/should do etc etc and have them play out in my head like small films, e.g. "damn what if a bear popped out of that brush, would I be ready? Would I fight him if he clearly wanted to kill me and not die like a bitch in the fetal position, meeting my ancestors proudly and giving my nephews a cool story of how their uncle died? Would they become the cool kids in school because of me and live out their lives as supreme chads?" "What if I saw a rapist raping a woman around that bend, would we fug if I killed him for her, what if she's married and her husband gets jealous and tries to harm me? What if I WAS the rapist around the bend, how would i react to someone happening upon me?"
Stuff like that, I do it /in/ as well but it's more peaceful when it's /out/
