I install hvac equipment so I'm working on ranches/houses out in the country a lot and I don't like using other people's bathrooms. I've spent so much time clenching until we drive back into town or I can't hold it anymore and awkwardl ask people if I can use their bathroom, then dropping a load that violates the Geneva convention in there and feeling deep shame.

The last few weeks though I've just been bringing a roll of TP and sneaking off into the fields to do some clandestine field painting and it feels fantastic. I've always been okay with pooping in the woods when I have to, but I never thought I would enjoy pooping on other people's property & the thrill of possibly getting caught so much.

Anyway, I just wanted to say that I don't understand why so many people are terrified of pooping outside.

ITT we discuss the phychological reasons why you enjoy pooping outside/why you prefer to be porcelain cucked instead