posted this on /adv/ but had no response.

>don't like working for someone
>don't like businesses
>don't like capitalism
>starting to hate technology a lot
>having an existential crisis

am i turning schizophrenic? I know how the world works and everything is so fucked. I just want to run away to some beach or a small town/village, live there, grow all kinds of vegetables all year long, eat fish and be healthy.

i just can't be fucked to go to college, get a job, work for someone etc etc.

I also don't see myself as a bussiness man cause i never really cared about profit, money or innovation.

im just so lost and the more i know about the truth, the more schizophrenic i get. I want to be more connected with nature and just forget about modern soceity.

if you watch this vice documentary, i agree what this old man is saying but his living conditions aren't the greatest.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBtBePnUOZU