[27 / 4 / ?]
ive been struggling finding some reason to go innawoods for a bit now. even though i still go to rei sales and buy stuff monthly, i just have it there and i still haven't used some of it. the lack of motivation stems from a lot of things. im still in high [primary for brits] school and i tried to start a new club to find like minded individuals who like the outdoors. needless to say, it's been ignored, i sit in a empty classroom every wednesday hoping someone joins, ive tried to advertise as much as i can, and i did everything to make it grow. however my efforts were useless. no one joined and the ads were taken off the walls or the tv crew stopped advertising after 1 mention while plugging other clubs non-stop. and after that, my former friends abandoned me after i invited them to a camping trip with me. it sucks waking up by yourself with your compass and map stolen and your tent ripped. and i couldn't do anything because the school would give me a police record if i tried anything .this is probably more of a story or vent thread so im going to stop complaining. just asking if anyone has something that can help me return to being a sc/out/. it's just really disheartening right now.