Didn’t get into the business program I wanted to go to. My parents are going to hate me. I can’t face them again. I’m having a panic attack, threw up twice and have broken down into a fit of crying. How do I run away into the woods. I don’t wanna do this anymore or let anyone see me again. Need general guide for being self sufficient. Doesn’t need to be completely primitive I have about $40k saved up I can spend on supplies. Please help my only two options left are death or running away