Hey guys wanna hear a sad story? suicide rates are at an all time high...including me I guess I am 18 and since I ended high school I really just go to the gym all day and go back home, I have no human interaction, no love from a girl for over2 years,no friends that give a shit enough to go out with me...so I just lift weights and boxe so I don’t go insane...then out of my loneliness I hired an escort...it was a trap and held me at gun point and sexually abused me...I feel horrible and dirty...didn’t caught any disease tho,but I really have no purpose,so I might end it all today with my fathers revolver while he’s out of town...quick and painless...maybe I am telling you anons this beacuse I don’t want to die...maybe beacuse I wanted someone to listen..in a way this post is also a thanks to all of you retards that made me feel a little bit less lonely...I used to love to go camping and fishing...I used to have friends that would always come with me skip class in an river or a mountain I miss those days...I can’t go camping anymore if I go I would probably jump of the mountain...