>>1667311not fucked at all. keep using disposable knifes and save up for a proper knife. when you can afford one keep using the disposable ones and keep the good one for special use.
t. my special kife is a '94 lillehammer winter olympics special edition with my name and birth date engraved. its never been sharpend and still guts a fish like a lightsabre. its the one knife i always bring, but also the last knife i use. axe, machete, multitool whatever is most likely the proper tool for the job right there, saving my lovely knife.