>>178241When I was 19-21 I filled out about 200 job applications. Out of that, only 6 places replied and I got only 2 interviews. But, I got work. Each month I renewed my job applications at the places that were better than where I currently worked. I eventually got a better job, but I didn't stop applying for better jobs which I eventually got.
The only reason you can't get a job is because you don't want a job. The OP doesn't want to work for anyone else but himself. He's rebellious due to a "shitty family" and won't fair better anywhere at all unless he mans up and takes care of this shit before he leaves. Otherwise, his mentality won't change at all and some enterprising film maker will make a movie about how he set out to do what he wanted to do only to end up as a tragic senseless death in an abandoned bus in the wilds of Vermont.
