>>1800044Some highlights:
1-5. That schoolgirl enthusiasm will fade out... evnetually
9, 11, 14. The ride has just started
36, 37, 38. Are these just sightings or meals, for fuck's sake?
43. When you win the lottery...
44. ...you go to Vegas...
48. ...and you lose everything.
49. Acceptance
64, 65, 66. Here's where depression has kicked in
89-90. You can totally see the mental illness, here
99. Frantic delusions
107-113... the whole diary takes the shape of an ECG cardio line. Wow! Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, ...