Does anyone else sometimes get the very distinct feeling, that nature is trying its very hardest to eliminate you from the gene Pool? I work innawoods but am seriously considering getting into a different field now.

So far I have been hospitalized twice on mother nature's account.

Once with a severe case of tick-borne encephalitis. It had me completely out of my mind, at times struggling and failing to express myself through sprech or any other way, screaming with pain. I suffered temporary loss of vision and temporary paralysis and it took about three months for the spasticities in my hands to fully go away.

About a year later, I collapsed with an anaphylactic shock after I got stung by a hornet at work. I blacked out in a matter of minutes and were it not for my colleagues, who called an ambulance and drove me back to base I would have definitely suffocated.

Currently, again, about a year lauter, I am dealing with lyme disease after I got bit by a tick in the end of June (the first one I had in more than a yeae). While at first the antibiotics seemed to keep the shit at bay, the past week symptoms have returned and I am now living with constant headaches and little to no sleep. Doctor now wants to take spinal fluid and if nothing shows, go for an mri

>mfw my neurologist just told me I need to get (another) lumbar puncture


Am I just weak or did I anger the gods somehow?