>>1861775This anon gets it.
I understand how you feel OP, but to get away from society doesn't mean you have to isolate yourself. Find a small town in the countryside and try living there for a while. Grow your own food and try to be self-suffisant as much as you can. If you manage to survive say 6month to 1 year then you'll be set for live.
Living in the woods all by yourself is a foolish idea that very few people can actually manage to do it, and those few quickly go crazy because of solitude.