>>1884399You will need to power through it.
Take someone with you, the more people the better. You could also make a dry run, camping in your backyard.
My first lone outing was bad, in the middle of the night a doe walked through my camp and I thought my time was come until I noticed how light the steps were.
One other time my fear was justified, it was 2015 and what I didn't know was that my camping spot was near a trail the refugee used to get to Sweden. I woke up because of shouting and looked down a hill. ~20 men with cellphone flashlights and lots of baggage walking down the trail. Sure thing they would have mugged me at best and killed me at worst. I packed my shit and crawled into the nastiest dense evergreen tree nursery. They found me, posting from Valhalla.