>>1914651OP here again. 90 percent of that I carry around on various buses wishing I could find myself in another area where I could stay in the woods rather than on that bus. I also walk with it a lot but keep getting plantar fasciitis on account of being fat, another reason to leave society is the slowly dying from the fatty shit that the USA forces upon people. It's taken a tool on my mental health to NOT blow up to 300 as it is.
If I ever drop to below 200 I'm never coming back, and it's taking forever to get that low. If my hypertension leaves all of the way and I don't chafe anymore and such, then that's why my kit threads went away. I went away.
It's silly to try village tier alone, but without it....no one wants to live in the woods with nothing. For ages I've wanted the /r9k/ to make a robot village meme that actually takes hold, but instead they banned social threads there, then banned my area actually. They probably ban all non-bait posters really.
Anyway, I hate my life with the parents, I hate normalfaggot life and can't get ''''independent'''', ergo the kits are serious as they can be. Ideally they'd be more than the junk tier stuff I post, but then they'd be prohibitively expensive and hard to move on foot. As it is that kit, clothes and all, is in between 10 and 20 lbs. it's doable even though it's shit. Replaceable and light and cheap, but with what money?
Even though it'd suck to be obese in the woods, in a bad area, and alone, I could technically get even moar fed up and actually do it. Just not come home one day. But the pigs around here are next level, they harass the bums like you'd not believe, so I need to train hop or steal a car to get out of here, and such ballsy behavior isn't hermit tier. We're wise/timid and low energy with how we do things, slowly if at all. If I so much as had a motorcycle there'd be no excuse.
>>1914478If not 'alone' and with no transport it'd be done by now. Not all needs to grow. That's just ideal.
