>>2039575>lemmings that are brainwashed by porn into thinking they need sexThis is the saddest thing I've ever read and my mental image of you and your lifestyle is probably not too far off.
I like how you honestly believe that a sex drive/libido is unnecessary and a product of pornography instead of a fundamental instinct driven and refined by more than 1 billion years of evolution.
Let me guess, you were a loser in grade school and are still a loser but NOW you've suddenly realized that you being a genetic dead end with zero sexual/romantic and other life experiences isn't the result of your inability to attract the opposite sex through physical attractions, personality or other proxies for genetic fitness but rather that you've always been more enlightened than the sheep. Is that the gist of it?
In other words, a super smart wolf among a world of sheep can't even identify the source and rationale for one of the most basic and juvenile defense mechanism (ie sour grapes).
It's far better to face your weakness, accept them and try to change accordingly than to commit to these defense mechanisms that might make you feel superficially better in the short term but serve to further stifle your maturation and overall development as a healthy, functioning adult. You're simply digging in your heels and reinforcing your comfort zone instead of doing the obvious yet harder task: tearing the walls down, looking at yourself honestly, seeing what others see and changing for your own betterment.
Or don't. The world doesn't need anymore losers and someone like you could never hope to raise children who are mentally and physically fit. Your lack of reproductive success stemming from an extremely distorted view of human sexuality shows that you have a very fundamental flaw. It's the equivalent of a homosexual, asexual or trans person. The best you can offer is being a warm body/cog in the machinery and a producer-consumer, you have nothing else to give to the future.