I managed myself fine in the summer, but in the winter my tent, sleeping bag, and sleeping pad are heavier, I need to bring more clothing, hiking up and down hills through the snow is exhausting, I need show shoes, micro spikes, more fuel. It's clear to me i'm just not ready for this. I could barely make it two miles before I had to turn around. Also i'm not fat, i'm a skinnyfag so it's even worse.