I've grown up in the woods with no internet. I've always been outdoors a lot with my brother and family. Hiking for weeks and going on spontaneous trips just right out into the woods from our doorstep. I've climbed my country's biggest mountain just to prove a point regarding what gear is required to climb it.

I fucking love just hiking and being out in the woods away from everything, or just going out into the woods to make a fire and drink a beer, or to just be there.

Now lately I've moved into a city for my studies and I fucking hate every minute of it. Ever since I've gotten here I've been more and more stuck to my pc. I can't stand walking outside because it's just concrete and urbanites everywhere. It's gone to the point where I'm almost always in my apartment doing nothing but occassionally going to the gym or drinking beers in the sauna.

Now a good friend of mine told me to lay off the whole "outdoor" attitude. Told me I'm never outside and that I'm a fucking degenerate who thinks I'm some sort of outdoorsman who wouldn't last 5 seconds in the wild without a computer.

God I fucking hate myself right now, and him. Because he's right, but also wrong. What the fuck do you city folks do? I've grown so accustomed to being in the city and spending nights indoors that I've become lazy and lost a part of myself.