I took Lsd + Magic mushrooms + an mdma analogue (5-mapb)

Its funny how we talk to each other

on my mushroom trip, It felt very weird how I was feeling "my" body, like this whole sensation that i never pay attention to

its like my heart was alive, my stomach, my chest, my hands and the entire body was alive

at some point, a funny idea hit me, the upper part of the body the head can talk to other heads, and suddenly we just agreed like we owned this body like it was a posession

it was cold so I rubbed my hands and it felt like my fingers were loving each other, like i was that finger and i was loving the other fingers, both of which are part of me generating warmth

I sat with a tree and felt like it was some superpowerful being, like all these trees were Godly, they were alive, still and looked at us humans like we were some little animals that cant stop moving

I sat down with the tree and tears welled up, i put my back to the tree and just like non-consciously surrendered to it, it felt as If i lost my body, My body started breathing heavily, deeply, i was feeling like i was full of air and energy, this kept on for a long time

tree by tree, slowly i felt becoming them, no longer being a human but rather being a part of a whole, when i was looking at trees, I wasnt looking at an object, its like I was looking at myself, so were the leafs and the ground, its like I was merged with the environment

deep deep relaxing breath continued, and i was losing more and more control until whatever I saw, I became, My body went on a walk by itself! and I was not a human walking, I WAS THE WORLD ITSELF OBSERVING ITSELF THROUGH A CREATURE!

it felt like I was the world looking through a human, it felt weird, beyond magical, a dog came to me and It wasnt a dog, it was another way of the world to observe itself