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>realize that my depression is caused by addiction to consumption and materialism
>go outside
>hike to a backcountry lake
>take in the view of the glacial turquoise waterfall dropping into the pristine water
>depression deepens
>realize that changing my location and scenery does change my relationship with the material world and that instead of consuming porn, I am now just consuming the natural world and I have just brought my materialistic worldview into the mountains and that I've been tricked into romanticizing a lifestyle brand fantasy
>spend a sleepless night listening for bears, cold and alone
>go outside
>hike to a backcountry lake
>take in the view of the glacial turquoise waterfall dropping into the pristine water
>depression deepens
>realize that changing my location and scenery does change my relationship with the material world and that instead of consuming porn, I am now just consuming the natural world and I have just brought my materialistic worldview into the mountains and that I've been tricked into romanticizing a lifestyle brand fantasy
>spend a sleepless night listening for bears, cold and alone
