I've decided that I love minecraft so much because there is no autonomy in the modern world. I am sick of this bullshit. I want to have minecraft IRL.
But in real life you can't just punch down trees without going to federal prison, so in a way we are forced to remain playing minecraft.
If you go fishing? federal prison
If you build a home? federal prison
Hunting? federal prison
and even if you manage to get it all following the rules they will become upset that you are different and more free and they will monitor you and raid you and gun you in your sleep
I like going hiking with my family, but I am depressed when I get back home because it was never mine, I have nothing. When I grew garlic in our apartment window I felt eudaemonia. Like life finally had meaning.
But I am trapped her in this shitty apartment with this shitty retail job, and I am effectively a slave.
I'm 22 and I feel like my life is over, like I have not learned to be a man. I think that minecraft IRL will help me become a man.
Maybe I should leave the US entirely