>>2634633>How do you city fags live like this?They develop mental tools to avoid acknowledging their surroundings.
For country folk, when you are out for a walk, you listen to all the birds, the wind in the trees, your feet on the path - you look around you, the trees, grass, the sky, the clouds - you breath in and are aware of all that surrounds you. I know this sounds very hippy, but country people do this without noticing.
To survive in a city, you have shut all that off. You only focus on 2 food around you, and maybe 10 feet out front, making sure there's no threat. You ignore the noise, you ignore the store fronts, you ignore the cars, you ignore everyone and everything that isn't a potential threat. You move completely disconnected from your surroundings.
>it's absolutely miserable.Yes, city dwellers are very miserable.
I wish you luck, OP. My advice is to find green spaces and abandoned places that you can get to easily and make a tour of them every day.
