>>2670150christ, the hoops repressed faggots will jump through to avoid coming to terms with being an actual faggot.
look, just accept that you are attracted to men and go use the internet to meet faggots who will actually have sex with you, and go have actual sex with them, stop using weird fucked up cuck shit to let you pretend it's about the vacant fantasy women you use as a proxy and not about your own homolust.