Well, here we are again, OP. Try as I might to get through to you, you continue to strut around showing off your abuse of a wild animal. It's sad that you are so determined to fool yourself, and sadder still that anyone here would encourage you for their own entertainment. Lie to yourself all you want, domesticating a wild animal that you have no business keeping in captivity ends in one less wild animal enjoying a free life, nothing more. Things look grim, I have to admit, but there is always hope that you will mature just enough to see that you should be on a different path. I'll be here to help you, no matter how much vitriol you throw my way.