i wanted to leave society and live as vagabond ever since i was a little kid. but ever since i could, there were always "convenient" happenings that emotionally coerced me into staying a slave. im 27yo now and notice that everyone i know seems to try to keep me from leaving but also wants me to suffer.

over a year ago i tried to follow my dream, had no money and no equipment, just left out of frustration and walked for 2 days straight. the first time i tried to sleep i was attacked by a weird women on a bicycle staring me down followed by demonic voices all around me. i got up and ran as fast as i could.

did any of you experience similar things? how can i be free?