Lost with career and work.
I had a job I loved for 7 years, thought I would do it for the rest of my life. Then in about 3 months I lost interest in the work.
It was work that freed me to connect with the outdoors. I was always living in little town on the edge of a vast national forrest or national park.
Today I live in big city suburbia. Fucking terrible that I need to drive minimum 2 hours to get into some quiet space, even then the light popultion is still clearly visible, as a result I don't make it out.
The work I do here pays great but I fear I am paying for it with my soul.
Maybe the work I do is not the problem but my location.
I have the money to quit and go back to the edge of the national forrest or national park.
My family would be a little disappointed... but I have real difficultly understanding this life on the edge of a big city.