>>2839227>be me>2015>19 years old, got fired from my job at a gas station over some guy running into the building with his car>already poor as fuck living on $10 a week to get food>feel like a complete failure and wanted to just die>decide i'm going to climb this building near my house and jump off head first>had some cigarettes left and start walking like like a mad man to this spot by the river where i used to fish a ton as a kid>literally just ignoring the lights at the intersections dont care if someone hits me>get to the spot, reminisce over when life was simple>it's a beautiful sunset at the moment and it's starting to get dark>eyes start tearing up and realize i can do better>take pic related to remind myself of this moment>reflect back on it at times i'm feeling down and know things will always get betteryeah it's a shitty picture, nothing really special about it. but it holds meaning to me. i like to see it as something metaphorical like when things start look shitty, you can still find beauty in the bigger picture yadayadayada. still go back there to this day often and pick up trash to pay my respects.
cherish that special little stream spot OP, going out can be the best therapy.
