>>2855458Both my grandparents have become senile and can barely walk, they're going to die any day now. Half my childhood was spent with them, so I don't know how to deal with it. I know I should be grateful they've lived this far despite me being 30. But for someone who's only lost people who I never really knew, I don't know how to accept this inevitable loss; they're like parents to me. It was my grandfather who taught me hunting and being out in the woods, and my grandmother was their for emotional support; something my parents never did. Thank you for reading my blog,