what do you call the slight longing feeling where you see something far in the horizon, a peak, a valley or an island, an intense desire to get to it and explore every nook of it? the feeling in my stomach says that everything will be good in life once i do that, but then i do and i have fun but it just doesn't satisfy it entirely.
i remember being a kid and the world feeling big, mysterious and ungraspable. this feeling feels like that but a pale shadow of it. i want to feel like that again, entirely.