>>472491the way the world is. i wish i could just sit back and smoke da weed to chill into oblivion.
tbh. i think in the future i`m going to go off-grid.
meaning. give up my shitty flat (or be financially forced out).
then i`ll concider living on my friends farm.
have access to electricity via extension cable.
live in my tents. possibly being allowed to build a simple wooden shack in the corner of some farm field.
and switch spending time between the farm and the woods.
i wouldn`t mind seeing about buying and air rifle to hunt rabbits OR try snares OR simply keep a couple of rabbits and breed rabbit meat / pelts.
but, saying and doing is a big difference. and circumstances change.
i`m just bored of life in general. living paycheque to paycheque. doing the routine weekly trip to do food shopping, pay bills, go out on the town.....
i`d prefer to burn out from trying to live off the land than fade away in society.
and there`s a potential for actual freedom.
free food, collect water, fire wood, make gloves / socks from rabbits.
im not living. i`m just being.
if i did things that i mentioned then i`d be surviving - which is living.