>>639380Amerilard unfortunately. However I order through krakenkratom. But I'm not sure on their shipping policy in this case. I recommend them if they'll ship it to you though.
I tried to make tea with the leaves at first, but it's just easier to consume the powder. It is extremely bitter, so either add it to enough water to slam it and chase it, or mix it first. It mixes better with room temperature liquids. You might have some clumping after, I just refill the glass and drink it again.
By the way I'm not kidding about the nausea thing, especially if you don't respond well to opiates. It's not like OTC meds that claim they can bust your belly up, this will make you run to the bathroom and dry heave. Just start slowly, no more than a tablespoon at first. You will build a tolerance to it, but you may want to use it more sparingly so you don't. I don't think it's particularly addictive beyond the psychological desire to do it.
Lastly, it can give you a morning headache if you use it too late in the day.