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Pulling the trigger

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Hey /out/

I haven't gone hunting in 3-4 years. I'm going hunting with my dad on sunday and I'm looking forward to it. But when I imagine pulling the trigger I feel weird. I've killed before but I was a little kid/young teen. I guess I wasn't really aware of the concept of death as much as I am now. I fear my own death and I have nights where I question if I am going to die in my sleep, painfully, without purpose.

I want to bond with my dad. I want to go out and hunt. But the idea of taking an animals life is making me feel weird. Its making me think hsrd on death.

I'm sorry if I come of as a pussy. I love the hunt but now I feel weird about the killing. I support hunting to the end. It's one of the things that keeps us close to nature.

Do any of you have this problem? What goes through your mind when you kill?