>>910737>If it's awful, you should reconsider the relationship. It's possible you'd have to break up. Or did you mean life in general?Both, in their own ways. My driving factor in life was to have a family all under one roof, but that is now nothing but a wish that cant come true. Most of my time is spent being pathetic and meandering our house waiting for my wife to come home, since she works and makes bank.
Our relationship is going great, as long as I dont think about it at all. I'm obviously a failure as a human being, since I cant make any kids, and that just compounded with my already low self esteem. I have no idea why she's still with me when i've got nothing to really offer her, and when I ask her what she see's in me she comes off as pitying me because she says cryptic shit like "When I look at you I see a lost lamb in need of a Shepard", "I like your sparkle", and the more recent "because you're worth it".
That last one baffles me beyond all belief, I mean, i'm needy, have nothing going for me, cant have kids, get extremely jealous and pissy when she talks to other guys, complain all the time and petty things, and am basically that nagging unhappy housewife, minus the good qualities of a housewife.
