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I'm in a same boat, op. I keep buying gear, that i barely took out simply because i don't have any energy to go somewhere. Or just buy some expensive stuff for my parents.
I slowly lost every hobby i used to have and while selling everything is only logical, i'm afraid to do so. It would mean i have nothing beside my IT job. And ability to scroll mongolian basket weaving forum from time to time.
It won't help you, of course. And we both know better than "it will become better" and "just bee happi" bullshit. I typed all this shit to say - you not alone.