>>3538237Maybe it's not the right hobby for you. I know it's hard to give up on a hobby you've invested money into but you should be selfish and listen to your instincts. Sell the camera gear and use the money to get into something else.
Or you're just in the downward slope of the Dunning Kruger effect and you need to push through to the other side. Start a project, like a zine or designing a website, and FINISH IT. That'll decide if you actually like photography enough to get to the other side.