>>3322240I'll give you a serious answer because I'm in your situation and I'm about to have to do what I'm going to tell you to do.
You NEED to network. I'm a massively socially anxious sperg, but I'm actively looking online for filmmaking clubs, student films to work on, indie movie nights... anywhere I can find like-minded people. I'm from a small town so it's tough going but I've got a few leads.
I memed myself into buying a ton of gear for a failed YouTube channel and like you, I'm alone and still want to create. You need other people. Filmmaking on your own is just not going to happen.
Get out of your comfort zone and look for people anon, I'll be right there with you in spirit.
