>>4127937I feel the same way anon, however I know that when I was wasting my time playing videogames I did not have the money to get into this like I can now.
Now that I am not a teen anymore and have a serious job I can afford buying the lenses I want and nobody can tell me what to do with my money. Also I have a car and the freedom to go anywhere I want to do photoshoots.
Pic related, earlier this week golden hour was just starting and I was bored so I took a 10 minute drive to an abandoned hangar and took this picture.