>>3461707At a local cemetery, anon is quite big i kinda got lost at some point but i just had to follow the children graves to find my way back to the main ""road"" also based fellow phone user
>>3461663Well i have a confession to make i was the one who actually killed the dog at the market cause the guy was busy skinning some cats and told me to wait some time, but well i wasn't at my best, i had a small episode of bad self, and i can see why people would find it bad and or a little off-putting but at the time i hadnt take my pills in a little more than a week so my compulsions got the best of me :( but im already back on track and taking my pills but also happy cause im going to change the 2 that im taking now for just one thats supposed to make me even smarter (help me with concentration and psychosis) i kinda get a little unhinged cause theres so many options i can walk 1cm more to the right or to the left with my head a little turned to the left, or suddenly rise my arm but i cant or shouldnt, plus i sometimes have some compulsions when on the subway i see a guy i have a suddenly shock of how to cut his head with my axe, or when walking and see a small kid cant help but get a shock of how good it would feel to step on his or her soft ribs and crush them as the blood gushes out of them mouth, also is hard working cause sometimes i cant help but to think about opening the stomach of the cute girl infront of me so i can suck on her yellow chunks of fat, is really harts you know i feel like im trapped almost all the time when im not in pills but when im on pills i feel like a zombie and i cant tell my familly cause they would just internate me again at the psychiatrich and that would be bad for the familly economy plus i want to keep going to college and i enjoy my work but its hard you now? sorry if you dislike me but im trying so hard to be normal to not think about anything bad and its working! this month i had only had 2 compulsions and i doing a lot better
