>>4352662Could have been a facade. Here's the deal.
Your creativity is what makes humans who we are. Look at all of the civilizations that have come and gone, let's talk about the Fremont tribe.
These people lived thousands of years ago in what is now present-day Utah, and the only way we know of their existence is the petroglyphs on canyon walls they left behind. EVERY SINGLE culture that has come and gone was defined by the creative works they made and left behind.
What I am saying is, if photography brings you peace, you take your camera on those trips and if she doesn't like it, tough titties, she knew you were into that when she got with you. My girlfriend modeled for me when we met but she no longer does, at the same time she knows that portion of my work is important to me and she lets me shoot other girls, even full nude.
She knows it's just part of my work and it stays that way. We trust each other to not fuck around, she has been on set with me with other girls who had their tits hanging out and it's cool. We have that vibe like what Helmut Newton had with his models and his wife was in the background on that one shot with the mirrors with the full frontal nude models he was working with.
My girlfriend gives me shit sometimes for it but at the end of the day she supports my work. If you want to stay because she has nice tits or whatever, that's on you, this bothered you enough to come to 4chan about it and that's saying something. Do not let anyone come between you and your creative spirit, people throughout your life will try to break that spirit and don't let them, tell them to kick fuckin rocks.
Without your creativity you're just another cog in the machine.
