I like some of your photos OP, some of them seem a little snap-shotty but you've got a talent for composition for sure.
There's a lot in this thread about treating depression, and though there are some people with legitimate mental I'm inclined to reserve the clinical definition for conditions like borderline personality(although I'm not a doctor, or trying to say you're not sad, but hear my advice out). I mean why 'treat' your depression when you can just not have it? "One will never be completely, absolutely, and in every way content, and it is hardly worth the trouble to be more or less content, so one might as well be thoroughly discontented." Be discontented, or even sad, but don't be meek and sorry about it, even be mad about it. It's not a chemical imbalance in your brain, at least not one that hasn't been artificially produced by whatever crock of shit your GP is cranking out for premium(and yes, the drug companies give benefits to GPs that push their product). Why create an artificial problem to distract you from the problems you have? I think it's a result of cynicism invalidating things which are immediate, and therefore you take a logical step - there must be something physically wrong. Well, quack, there's fucking not; the medicine behind it isn't good and that fact has more worthy sources than the medicine itself does. If you're neurotic, be neurotic, but don't worry about it, like you owe someone something!
Sorry for the rant, but your photography is good, and it could be really good, but it won't be with prozac. Have some ambition, and don't be so unattractive when you're obviously capable of being quite so. (Also, I'm not totally talking out of my ass here on the medicine side of things, I grew up with a mother for a GP and friends who insisted on being doctors. Additionally, if you admit that the problem can be treated with psychology at all, then you also have to admit that the problem can be treated with psychology far more obviously).
