>>2864115Having a little fear is only rational, only a fool would go all in thinking they will succeed immediately. For some reason you're trying to drive me out of my passion, that same passion that keeps me awake until deep in the night in front of my tv watching movies and shows trying to learn from the best in the business. You see, the difference between you and me is that I'm young, determined, with a sense of self respect and the motivation to achieve my goal, while you're an almost middle aged guy who had his (failed) run, and now all he can do is try to blame his failure to the corrupted society while trying to dismantle someone else's dreams. Do you even realize what you're doing? The amount of time you're wasting? The amount of time I am wasting? I should let you rabble about how society prevented you from becoming the next Richardson and not care about what you think. That's fear. Your fear is that someone else, someone like me, will succeed.
I didn't say I will any time soon, but someone like me AS WE SPEAK is working his ass off pursuing that dream, and that is the example I'm supposed to follow.
I have no fear of failing, it's as natural as succeeding, I'm not gonna cry about it in 15 years nor shitpost about it to the next me that comes with the same dream, I will just accept this. But bear in mind: unlike you, I won't go down without a fight.
Right, I will remember this conversation eventually, perhaps while I'll be looking in the viewfinder of an Alexa, setting up the composition for an episode of Doctor Who, or Game of Thrones. I will remember about that guy who bited the dust, left his dream in a closet, and all he could do was try to drag me down with him to feel a little bit better about himself. Yes, I will remember this, and I will feel sorry for you.
